Waiting is hard. You've all been there! I recently read through my blog entries from our first transfer with Leah – and I have this same sentiment: as difficult as it is to wait, it’s easier than getting a BFN and having this all be over. We prayed so much for these embryos – like all the others, we believe they are a miraculous gift. If this cycle is negative, we have nothing: no more money, no more embryos. Of course, we’re praying that THIS is the time we get our BFP.
So, on the subject of BFPs… … … I’m not sure when to test. With Leah, we didn’t test until after the positive beta. With the others, we tested early and got all negatives. I’m not sure seeing a negative HPT is any better than just waiting it out. The difference is that this time, Micah and I won’t be together when the clinic calls with the results. We used to both take the day off and travel to Syracuse and then spend the day together waiting for the phone call. But we really don’t have the time for that. I’m going to do the blood test at our local hospital at 6am before I go to work. And then be working when they call. And then play phone tag. Sounds exciting, no?
The beta is this Friday (9dp5dt.) I’ll likely test that morning just so when know what to expect when they call. But… … today is 6dp5dt – I could potentially get a positive result today – or tomorrow. I just can’t decide if I want to do that to myself or not.
In an effort to think positively, I got my “pregnancy ring” out and started wearing it. When I was pregnant with Leah, my fingers swelled so much that I had to stop wearing my wedding rings so I bought a different ring to wear on my wedding finger instead. It’s a small silver band that says “everything is possible when you have faith.” I am wearing it on my right hand this time (for now at least.) I don’t know if I would swell this time since it’s winter, but I will wear the ring throughout my pregnancy. Let’s just pray that I don’t have to take it off on Friday!
If I decide to test early, I will certainly let you all know. Stay tuned…… ...
Prayers prayers and more prayers! Godspeed!
ReplyDeleteI would test... I can't sleep when I don't know. But then the fact that all of the other times you tested before the beta turned up negative, and when you didn't you got a child... that would make me a bit superstitious!
Godspeed!
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